You Belong to Me

You're on the phone with your girlfriendShe's upset.She's going off about something that you said'Cuz she dosent get your humor like I do... I'm in the roomIt's a typical Tuesday nightI'm listening to the kind of music she dosen't likeAnd she'll never know your story like I do'But she wears short skirtsI wear T-shirtsShe's cheer captainAnd I'm in the bleachersDreaming about the day when you wake upAnd find what you're looking for has been here the whole timeIf you could see that I'm the one who understands youBeen here all along so why can't you see, youYou belong with meYou belong with meWalkin' the streets with you and your worn-out jeansI can't help thinking this is how it ought to beLaughing on a park bench, thinking to myselfHey isn't this easyAnd you've got a smile that could light up this whole townI haven't seen it in a while since she brought you downYou say your fineI know you better then thatHey whatcha doing with a girl like thatShe wears high heelsI wear sneakersShe's cheer captain and I'm on the bleachersDreaming about the day when you wake upThat what you're looking for has been here the whole timeIf you could see that I'm the one who understands youBeen here all along so why can't you seeYou belong with meStanding by and waiting at your back doorAll this time how could you not knowBaby... You belong with meOh'I remember you drivin' to my house in the middle of the nightI'm the one who makes you laughWhen you know your about to cryAnd I know your favorite songsAnd you tell me about your dreamsThink I know where you belongThink I know it's with me... Can't you see that I'm the one who understands youBeen here all alongSo why can't you seeYou belong with meStanding by and waiting at your back doorAll this timeHow could you not knowBaby you belong with meYou belong with meYou belong with meHave you ever thought just maybeYou belong with meYou belong with me...

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Well I've had a busy couple weeks. Haven't lost weight. But I'm prolly the happiest I have been in a long long time. Even started wearing short sleave shirts and shorts and skirts. I need to find happiness in myself. Hopefully once I do that I can get back on track. Thought I was over my crush, but we have spent more time together in this last month then ever and they have been the best moments. Even if he isn't ment for me I know that I want someone like him. Maybe that is why I like him so much. There aren't many people that can say they have friends as good as him. We always laugh and have a good time. Can spend hours in a car together just the two of us and it's not uncomfortable. Go to dinner and have a good time. Talk about everything together. Do I think he's perfect. No, because I also know all of his faults. But that makes me like him even more that he would feel comfortable enough to tell me those things.

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Well I haven't weighed myself this week. However, I did something I'm proud of this week. I haven't had fast food all week!!!! Yeah. That is a huge step, it seems like a good step in the right direction towards a my goal. I hope this week goes just as well. :)

285.0

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283.0

Well it's been 1o days and my weight hasn't changed at all....I guess I have to try harder.

Been a while....283

Well it's been a while. I've had a rollercoaster in my life the past few weeks. But, I'm going to try to see that as a time to start caring for myself more and what I want and less of what would make everyone else happy. So with that being said I'm starting fresh. Half the year isn't even gone yet. I still have plenty of time to make good on losing weight. So starting fresh......283.0 I'm going to set a goal of 275 by June 20th. I think it's do-able. If I make it I can treat myself to a pedicure....so lets see what happens.

You Find Out Who Your Friends Are

You find out who your friends are
Somebody's gonna drop everything
Run out and crank up their car
Hit the gas, get there fast
Never stop to think 'what's in it for me?' or 'it's way too far'
They just show on up with their big old heart
You find out who your friends are

I never liked this song much until this weekend. I must say it was the worst weekend I've had in years. But, I found out who my friends are. I'm not going to talk about what happened. I want to get over it. All I can say is I would bend over backwards, do whatever is needed when any of my friends need something. But, the one time I ask for something I get fucked over by 60% of the people who I thought where my friends. I guess it's good to know now who is who.
I'll get an updated weight tomorrow. Been slacking, hanging out with people that I thought were awesome.

No more crush.