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Well I haven't weighed myself this week. However, I did something I'm proud of this week. I haven't had fast food all week!!!! Yeah. That is a huge step, it seems like a good step in the right direction towards a my goal. I hope this week goes just as well. :)

Been a while....283

Well it's been a while. I've had a rollercoaster in my life the past few weeks. But, I'm going to try to see that as a time to start caring for myself more and what I want and less of what would make everyone else happy. So with that being said I'm starting fresh. Half the year isn't even gone yet. I still have plenty of time to make good on losing weight. So starting fresh......283.0 I'm going to set a goal of 275 by June 20th. I think it's do-able. If I make it I can treat myself to a pedicure....so lets see what happens.

285.0

285.0 I've haven't got a funny or good comment for this one. It's just getting downright depressing. Had last week off work so I think I sat at home and ate everyday. Yummy I ate a whole 1/2 gallon of ice cream last week. I can't remember the last time I had ice cream. I think I need to set a goal for myself, with a reward if I meet that goal. Hummmmmmmmm what should my goal be?

282.4

282.4 - Down a bit. I've tried really hard this week. I think my new goal may be to loose 15 pounds by the end of lent and not give up the drinking? I'm gonna try for one more week and see what happens.

Last Day off 2008!!!

Here is to one more year down! And the start of a new one! I hope it's a great one. I'm going to try to update this blog a couple times a week. Every Friday I will post my current weight, maybe that will give me some incentive to loose weight. I'm also going to have a goal every so many months that I would like to reach along with a reward I'll give myself if I meet the goal. Well Cheers! To everyone may you all have a safe and Happy New Year! See you in 2009! I leave you with this...love this song.


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BUyDZa3uSYc

The Chronicles of a Fat Girl

Well, New Year's is right around the corner. I hate New Year's...sure the booze is great, but the midnight kiss I dread. It seems like every year I am the token single girl in a group of couples. Then there is the dreaded resolution, which every year is to lose weight. Well if I ever followed through with that I wouldn't have started this blog to begin with! So thinking about next week is making me nuts. And I had the great idea to start this blog. I always thought of people with blogs as strange until today. When I realized that this maybe the best way for people to say what they want to say with anonymity, and honesty of not being directly judged. Sure some of you reading this will not agree with what I have to say, or may bitch about by grammar, and spelling. However I DON'T CARE!!! I can desided that this is the one place where I am going to be myself. I'm not going to try to be the funny girl, or the happy go-lucky girl. The girl who goes out of her way to make everyone happy and not herself, who wants to word to think that she is living the perfect life. Nobody is perfect, this I do know. But sometimes I think if only I were skinny my life would be different. So my goal is to keep this blog for 1 year. To say what is on my mind and maybe have someone listen. To introduce my "real" self to the blogging world. Maybe starting here I'll be able to move that into my life with my family and friends. And, as always my New Year's resolution - lose weight, but this time I'm going to add, find happiness within myself.