You Find Out Who Your Friends Are

You find out who your friends are
Somebody's gonna drop everything
Run out and crank up their car
Hit the gas, get there fast
Never stop to think 'what's in it for me?' or 'it's way too far'
They just show on up with their big old heart
You find out who your friends are

I never liked this song much until this weekend. I must say it was the worst weekend I've had in years. But, I found out who my friends are. I'm not going to talk about what happened. I want to get over it. All I can say is I would bend over backwards, do whatever is needed when any of my friends need something. But, the one time I ask for something I get fucked over by 60% of the people who I thought where my friends. I guess it's good to know now who is who.
I'll get an updated weight tomorrow. Been slacking, hanging out with people that I thought were awesome.

No more crush.

Postsecret

Have any of you ever heard of postsecret? I didn't until today and now I'm just in love with the idea. Take a postcard and write down a secret that you have and mail to a stranger who then posts them online and have FOUR books full of people's secrets!!!! WOW. Can I send him like 10 cards a day?!?!?!? So I have a secret to share......

That is right I love a yooper. I'm 28 years old and I think I'm in love with someone that will never even know how I feel. I'm sure if he knew it would creep him out. He has got to be one of my best friends. A genuine nice guy, good looking, smart, and has an awesome job. Any girl would love to have a guy like this. The problem is we have crossed over the acquaintance bridge and have become really, really close friends. Once that line is crossed there is no chance of a relationship. And to make matter's worse I think that any girl he brings out isn't good enough and he can do much better. I try not to but I turn into a jealous bitch! He's not even mine, and never was! Why did I let it get like this? I'm more mad at myself for letting myself like him, then I am for letting it get to the friends place. Maybe I'm the only one who thinks that once you cross that line there is no going back. I need help here. Honest to god, I never thought I'd want to get married until him! I'm crazy! AHHHHH!!!! What to do??!!?!?

Well I got that off my chest. And I'm glad I did, you'll probably here more about this friends later. As I'm spending the New Year with him....and going on a 3 day road trip with him! More crazy!

So check out postsecret.com , there is also a myspace page for it. Maybe you have a secret?