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Well I haven't weighed myself this week. However, I did something I'm proud of this week. I haven't had fast food all week!!!! Yeah. That is a huge step, it seems like a good step in the right direction towards a my goal. I hope this week goes just as well. :)

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Well it's been 1o days and my weight hasn't changed at all....I guess I have to try harder.

Been a while....283

Well it's been a while. I've had a rollercoaster in my life the past few weeks. But, I'm going to try to see that as a time to start caring for myself more and what I want and less of what would make everyone else happy. So with that being said I'm starting fresh. Half the year isn't even gone yet. I still have plenty of time to make good on losing weight. So starting fresh......283.0 I'm going to set a goal of 275 by June 20th. I think it's do-able. If I make it I can treat myself to a pedicure....so lets see what happens.

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285.0 I've haven't got a funny or good comment for this one. It's just getting downright depressing. Had last week off work so I think I sat at home and ate everyday. Yummy I ate a whole 1/2 gallon of ice cream last week. I can't remember the last time I had ice cream. I think I need to set a goal for myself, with a reward if I meet that goal. Hummmmmmmmm what should my goal be?

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up uP UP!!! ahhhhhh.. it was a bad week. I found I love candy this week! I have never been a huge candy person. But with work and life being kind of stressful lately and not drinking or eating out I started eating candy. Not good. That is why I weigh 286.0

Plus, I'm home on a Friday night!!!! oh no, what a loser!

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282.0 _ honestly I can't make this stuff up!!! Same 'ol same 'ol blah blah story!!!!!

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Well I weigh the same. At least it's not going up. But I am so frustrated. I'm not drinking, not eating out, AND now I started walking 2 miles everyday. When will it catch up?!?!?!?

We I had a pretty good week. Not much new really going on, but I spent all day last Sunday with my crush. It just feels right. We get along and agree on mostly everything. We have so much in common, seriously it is kinda sickening. Tuesday we went out a for a bit to celebrate the good ol' Irish holiday!!!! Irish car bombs are not my idea of a good time. Green beer is very yummy though, come to think of it I like all beer!!! Saturday we had a birthday party for a mutual friend, and headed to that together.

How can other's call us the dinamic duo to our face, yet we don't take it farter?

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282.0 well nothing really happened weight wise. But, it didn't go up! That is a good thing right?!?!

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282.4 - Down a bit. I've tried really hard this week. I think my new goal may be to loose 15 pounds by the end of lent and not give up the drinking? I'm gonna try for one more week and see what happens.

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285.4 Up again! Oh man, hopefully with the start of Lent this week I should bring that number down.


Could he be gay?

2 weeks of life in 1 long blog

Can I just say that I hate my best friend!!!! No really I do, she has been getting on me (along with everyone else) about dating more and finding someone. They all say I’m great blah, blah. My friends have to say this right? Well, I was convinced to join match.com. HUM…it’s been 4-6 weeks, who knows. All I know is that I need to figure out how to stop the emails that are sent to me. About 3 times a week I get an email saying “sorry we have found 0 matches for you.” Seriously I have had ZERO matches! Ah!!!!! I need help.

Ok anyway it has been a crazy couple of weeks. I swear that boy will make me crazy!! Valentine’s Day started me thinking even more. He drives me nuts, not knowing what he is thinking. And I really believe that he has no idea what he is doing. It’s not a part of his plan to drive me up the wall and make me fall for him. But he is. I got flowers on the Friday before Valentine’s Day at work, from the girls I work with. Because, I’m the only one in my department not with someone and I think they felt bad for me that they all got flowers delivered that day. So I come back from lunch and I have pretty flowers on my desk! I do love my co-workers. Anyways, we go out that night a group from work, along with some of my friends. One of the ladies was talking about everyone in our department got flowers. I did not here the conversation but she says he went nuts. She said he asked like 3 times “everyone in your department got flowers?” When she said yes, he asked if that meant me too. She said yes again. Then she says it was 20 questions about who sent them and what they looked like on and on. She didn’t tell them they were from the ladies. Just said she didn’t know and I guess he asked her to investigate.

So, then Valentine’s Day….I’m single, he’s single all of our friends are couples. So we go out on Valentine’s Day. It was a nice day, nothing fancy. Out to the mall shopping, to the movies and out to eat. It was a nice day. Honestly it was the perfect way to spend Valentine’s (other then no sexL). My girlfriends said they wish that was what they did.

Well, then comes the new week. I went to a party at a bar here in town on Saturday. The roads where so bad, not many people came out. I think there were maybe 75 people at the bar. A couple of friends came out and we made the best of it. I had mentioned earlier in the week what we were going to do, but he said he wasn’t interested so I didn’t bug him about going. Not the kind of thing he would like, DJ, dancing, he’s more whole in the all chill bar person. Doesn’t like to dance or like that kind of music. Anyways, I figure night out with the girls mostly. We are on the dance floor 11pm, guess who walks in the door?!!?!?! The girls I were with jaws drop, they can’t believe he came. Even my best girlfriend that knows him also, was like what the heck. He didn’t dance, but he was a good at keeping the beer flowing. So it’s getting late and everyone is leaving. He sticks around and we hang out till they kick us out.

Then, Sunday I send a text out to a couple of friends that I haven’t seen in a while about going out on Monday night. One of them happened to be the girlfriend of his best friend. She writes back saying that her and her boyfriend will see me there. About 45 minutes maybe an hour later. I get a text from my crush asking why I didn’t invite him and if he could come. J That has to be a good sign right?!?!?! AHHHH boys.

Last night went out with friends again for dinner and drinks. Texted him hello on my way out and said if he was thirsty to stop on down. He came down and we closed the place down. We have a great time when we hang out. We know what each other likes and put with each other’s shit. But, neither one of us has the balls to make a move. Time will tell.

See I told you I had a lot. It’s been too long. I’m going to have to try do better at writing a couple times a week.

Well I’m still fat. I actually weighed myself today, and I’m up 5 pounds since Friday. I could be all the booze I’ve been drinking. But I’m done as of today. No drinking until Easter. Oh lord I hope someone prays for me that I can make it.

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well it's about 2 days late...i did weigh myself on friday but i've been super busy.....at least i'm down. i have lots to say about my week but now is not the time hopefully tomorrow i can find a second or two.

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AHHHHH!!!! I was doing so well. What happened?!?!?! Oh I'm gonna cry!

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It's Friday! Yeah, just my weight for now hope foe more to follow this weekend...drunk for now!

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Friday fun night! Went out with just the "friend." Nobody else showed up, had way too much beer, but laughed a lot. Super Bowl weekend! Which cute QB do I root for?

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Weighed in on Friday, but I have been really busy and unable to find a moment to write. Had to work this weekend...I hate working weekends! Also we had a company party. It was so much fun. Get a little booze in everyone and we are all getting along! Fantastic!

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It't Friday! TGIF, I don't think I've ever been so happy for a weekend in a long time. I have no news to report. Sitting at home along on a Friday night. Would a pretty skinny girl be doing this? Maybe, but not because she had to. Because she wanted to. Now what to do?

Last Day off 2008!!!

Here is to one more year down! And the start of a new one! I hope it's a great one. I'm going to try to update this blog a couple times a week. Every Friday I will post my current weight, maybe that will give me some incentive to loose weight. I'm also going to have a goal every so many months that I would like to reach along with a reward I'll give myself if I meet the goal. Well Cheers! To everyone may you all have a safe and Happy New Year! See you in 2009! I leave you with this...love this song.


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BUyDZa3uSYc