You Find Out Who Your Friends Are

You find out who your friends are
Somebody's gonna drop everything
Run out and crank up their car
Hit the gas, get there fast
Never stop to think 'what's in it for me?' or 'it's way too far'
They just show on up with their big old heart
You find out who your friends are

I never liked this song much until this weekend. I must say it was the worst weekend I've had in years. But, I found out who my friends are. I'm not going to talk about what happened. I want to get over it. All I can say is I would bend over backwards, do whatever is needed when any of my friends need something. But, the one time I ask for something I get fucked over by 60% of the people who I thought where my friends. I guess it's good to know now who is who.
I'll get an updated weight tomorrow. Been slacking, hanging out with people that I thought were awesome.

No more crush.

Life

My life has been strange lately. I've been going out quite a bit in the past 2 weeks with my crush. Maybe twice in the last 2 weeks we haven't done something after work or whatnot. One of those days being Easter. He's kinda wierding me out. The pass week everytime we go out to dinner. He picks up the tab. Then I'm in the strange place where yeah I say thanks and what not, but I feel strange not picking up something. Last night I tried to snag the bill and pay for it and it turned into an argument. ah!!!! I did get some chick tell me in the restroom last night that my "boyfriend is hot." That kinda makes me feel good. Other then he's not my boyfriend, but a boy who is a friend. We ended up both getting pretty trashed last night. Neither one of us has to work today until 11, yeah! After we went out to dinner we met up with some friends at a bar and hung out. One of my good girlfriends who knows the scoop was like "you need to make a move" all night long. I'm not a mover, he's not a mover. I'm pretty sure this relationship is going to stay stationary. :(

Just Friends

Boy I know this might seem strangeBut let me know if I'm out of orderFor stepping to you this waySee, I've been watching you for a whileAnd I just gotta let you knowThat I'm really feeling your style'Cause I have to know your nameAnd leave you with my numberAnd I hope that you would call me somedayIf you want you can give me yours tooAnd if you don't, well I ain't mad at youWe can still be cool 'causeI'm not trying to pressure you just can't stop thinking 'bout youYou ain't even really gotta be my boyfriendI just wanna know your name and maybe some timeWe can hook up, hang out, just chillDamn, I'm surprised that you called'Cause the way you walked awayI thought I wasn't gon' see you no moreSince you didn't wanna give me your nameI thought that you were digging meAnd wasn't digging meBut anyway what you doing tonight?I'll probably be with my peepsIf it's cool with you maybe we'll swing byAnd you can just chill with us or you can just chill with meLong as you're comfortableAnd you feel secure when your with me 'cause I'm not trying to pressure youJust can't stop thinking 'bout youYou ain't even really gotta be my boyfriendI just wanna know your name and maybe some timeWe can hook up, hang out, just chillOh, oh baby, yeah, maybe we canGo and see a movie boyOr maybe we can hang out boy whatever you wanna doJust let me know, it's up to youI'm not trying to pressure youJust can't stop thinking 'bout youYou ain't even really gotta be my boyfriendI just wanna know your name and maybe some timeWe can hook up, hang out, just chillI'm not trying to pressure youJust can't stop thinking 'bout youYou ain't even really gotta be my boyfriendI just wanna know your name and maybe some timeWe can hook up, hang out, just chillI'm not trying to pressure Just can't stop thinking 'bout youYou ain't even really gotta be my boyfriendI just wanna know your name and maybe some timeWe can hook up, hang out, just chillJust trying to keep it realAin't out to get nothing from you, oh no, oh noWe can just talk about you boy

285.0

285.0 I've haven't got a funny or good comment for this one. It's just getting downright depressing. Had last week off work so I think I sat at home and ate everyday. Yummy I ate a whole 1/2 gallon of ice cream last week. I can't remember the last time I had ice cream. I think I need to set a goal for myself, with a reward if I meet that goal. Hummmmmmmmm what should my goal be?

Something to Talk About You

People are talkinn 'bout people I hear them whisper, you won't believe it They think we're lovers kept under covers I just ignore it, but they keep saying We laugh just a little too loud We stand just a little too close We stare just a little too long Maybe they're seeing something we don't, Darlin'. Let's give them something to talk about Let's give them something to talk about Let's give them something to talk about How about love? I feel so foolish, I never noticed You'd act so nervous, Could you be falling for me? It took a rumour to make me wonder Now I'm convinced I'm going under Thinking 'bout you every day Dreaming 'bout you every night Hoping that you feel the same way Now that we know it, let's really shoe it, Darlin'. Let's give them something to talk about Let's give them something to talk about Let's give them something to talk about How about love, love, love, love? Let's give them something to talk about A little mystery to figure out Let's give them something to talk about How about love, love, love, love?


This is just how I feel.

286.0

up uP UP!!! ahhhhhh.. it was a bad week. I found I love candy this week! I have never been a huge candy person. But with work and life being kind of stressful lately and not drinking or eating out I started eating candy. Not good. That is why I weigh 286.0

Plus, I'm home on a Friday night!!!! oh no, what a loser!