2 weeks of life in 1 long blog

Can I just say that I hate my best friend!!!! No really I do, she has been getting on me (along with everyone else) about dating more and finding someone. They all say I’m great blah, blah. My friends have to say this right? Well, I was convinced to join match.com. HUM…it’s been 4-6 weeks, who knows. All I know is that I need to figure out how to stop the emails that are sent to me. About 3 times a week I get an email saying “sorry we have found 0 matches for you.” Seriously I have had ZERO matches! Ah!!!!! I need help.

Ok anyway it has been a crazy couple of weeks. I swear that boy will make me crazy!! Valentine’s Day started me thinking even more. He drives me nuts, not knowing what he is thinking. And I really believe that he has no idea what he is doing. It’s not a part of his plan to drive me up the wall and make me fall for him. But he is. I got flowers on the Friday before Valentine’s Day at work, from the girls I work with. Because, I’m the only one in my department not with someone and I think they felt bad for me that they all got flowers delivered that day. So I come back from lunch and I have pretty flowers on my desk! I do love my co-workers. Anyways, we go out that night a group from work, along with some of my friends. One of the ladies was talking about everyone in our department got flowers. I did not here the conversation but she says he went nuts. She said he asked like 3 times “everyone in your department got flowers?” When she said yes, he asked if that meant me too. She said yes again. Then she says it was 20 questions about who sent them and what they looked like on and on. She didn’t tell them they were from the ladies. Just said she didn’t know and I guess he asked her to investigate.

So, then Valentine’s Day….I’m single, he’s single all of our friends are couples. So we go out on Valentine’s Day. It was a nice day, nothing fancy. Out to the mall shopping, to the movies and out to eat. It was a nice day. Honestly it was the perfect way to spend Valentine’s (other then no sexL). My girlfriends said they wish that was what they did.

Well, then comes the new week. I went to a party at a bar here in town on Saturday. The roads where so bad, not many people came out. I think there were maybe 75 people at the bar. A couple of friends came out and we made the best of it. I had mentioned earlier in the week what we were going to do, but he said he wasn’t interested so I didn’t bug him about going. Not the kind of thing he would like, DJ, dancing, he’s more whole in the all chill bar person. Doesn’t like to dance or like that kind of music. Anyways, I figure night out with the girls mostly. We are on the dance floor 11pm, guess who walks in the door?!!?!?! The girls I were with jaws drop, they can’t believe he came. Even my best girlfriend that knows him also, was like what the heck. He didn’t dance, but he was a good at keeping the beer flowing. So it’s getting late and everyone is leaving. He sticks around and we hang out till they kick us out.

Then, Sunday I send a text out to a couple of friends that I haven’t seen in a while about going out on Monday night. One of them happened to be the girlfriend of his best friend. She writes back saying that her and her boyfriend will see me there. About 45 minutes maybe an hour later. I get a text from my crush asking why I didn’t invite him and if he could come. J That has to be a good sign right?!?!?! AHHHH boys.

Last night went out with friends again for dinner and drinks. Texted him hello on my way out and said if he was thirsty to stop on down. He came down and we closed the place down. We have a great time when we hang out. We know what each other likes and put with each other’s shit. But, neither one of us has the balls to make a move. Time will tell.

See I told you I had a lot. It’s been too long. I’m going to have to try do better at writing a couple times a week.

Well I’m still fat. I actually weighed myself today, and I’m up 5 pounds since Friday. I could be all the booze I’ve been drinking. But I’m done as of today. No drinking until Easter. Oh lord I hope someone prays for me that I can make it.