The Chronicles of a Fat Girl

Well, New Year's is right around the corner. I hate New Year's...sure the booze is great, but the midnight kiss I dread. It seems like every year I am the token single girl in a group of couples. Then there is the dreaded resolution, which every year is to lose weight. Well if I ever followed through with that I wouldn't have started this blog to begin with! So thinking about next week is making me nuts. And I had the great idea to start this blog. I always thought of people with blogs as strange until today. When I realized that this maybe the best way for people to say what they want to say with anonymity, and honesty of not being directly judged. Sure some of you reading this will not agree with what I have to say, or may bitch about by grammar, and spelling. However I DON'T CARE!!! I can desided that this is the one place where I am going to be myself. I'm not going to try to be the funny girl, or the happy go-lucky girl. The girl who goes out of her way to make everyone happy and not herself, who wants to word to think that she is living the perfect life. Nobody is perfect, this I do know. But sometimes I think if only I were skinny my life would be different. So my goal is to keep this blog for 1 year. To say what is on my mind and maybe have someone listen. To introduce my "real" self to the blogging world. Maybe starting here I'll be able to move that into my life with my family and friends. And, as always my New Year's resolution - lose weight, but this time I'm going to add, find happiness within myself.