Resolutions suck!

Well first off resolutions suck! I've done a shitty job of keeping up with this blog. I've tried to think of good things to write over the past week. But, the only thing on my mind is guy trouble's and I'm sure nobody wants to read about that all the time. Then, I promised to give my weight every Friday and I didn't do that. Last week Friday I weighed 287.5. So with that said still fat, still single, still alone.
I have been eating much better. I haven't gone out to lunch at work since the first of the year. Bringing a sandwich and a piece of fruit everyday for lunch. I use to go out to lunch everyday. The hardest part is sitting in a breakroom for an hour. Once the weather warms up it will be nice because then I can go sit outside or at a park. I'd like to atleast get out of the building for a bit. Well I can do is try harder.

As for the boy problems not gonna say much about it today. I wish I just had some balls to say something. He's been kinda quiet since the questions from friends about us came out. We have plans this weekend, but the past week or so has been different and strange. I hope all goes well and it's not too uncomfortable.

“All I know is that you love me...in my dreams.”