hummm

Well I've had a busy couple weeks. Haven't lost weight. But I'm prolly the happiest I have been in a long long time. Even started wearing short sleave shirts and shorts and skirts. I need to find happiness in myself. Hopefully once I do that I can get back on track. Thought I was over my crush, but we have spent more time together in this last month then ever and they have been the best moments. Even if he isn't ment for me I know that I want someone like him. Maybe that is why I like him so much. There aren't many people that can say they have friends as good as him. We always laugh and have a good time. Can spend hours in a car together just the two of us and it's not uncomfortable. Go to dinner and have a good time. Talk about everything together. Do I think he's perfect. No, because I also know all of his faults. But that makes me like him even more that he would feel comfortable enough to tell me those things.